| | So apparently I have no idea how to use Xanga anymore. I'm having a lot of difficulty trying to change the look of it. Cause I would really prefer if tomorrow didn't come soon...
I'm finding that I haven't been this unhappy... ever. I cry a lot more than I should. I've been thinking more and more that I should really talk to someone, cause this doesn't seem normal. I feel like I really don't have anyone to talk to, so I might as well talk to someone who has to, right?
I don't do my school work until the very last minute because I always sleep. Like today, I was supposed to catch up on all the reading that I haven't done. Instead I went to my parents house and passed out for about 4 hours. I need this semester to be over so that I can have a fresh start.
It also doesn't help that all of my friends are now in relationships. It makes it that much worse having to watch all of them be all happy with their significant other while I'm struggling to get used to being single. Not saying that I'm not happy for them and all... but out of my own selfishness, I wish my closest friends would listen and understand how much it hurts to hear about how happy they are.
Goal: get through the semester, not fail any classes, not let this affect you any more than it should...
breathe...
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| | Posted 12/6/2008 10:26 PM - 1 View - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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